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xp_cypherSo the doctors let me have my laptop back yesterday. And I spent the rest of the day catching up on the journals, getting chewed out by Dom, and trying to figure out what to say. Mostly, trying to come up with something that doesn't sound either passive-aggressive or whiny or overapologetic. Not so much success there.
I made a lot of mistakes in the past month or so. Everything that Nathan and Angie said in that post on precognition is true. I had no business assuming that my interpretation was the only one. I should have talked about it with someone, with _anyone_, especially Angie.I don't quite understand how she's managed to forgive me for not trusting her with this.
I'm especially sorry to those of you who had to receive 'good-bye' emails from me. I completely miscalculated and figured if I came back from the blood drive, I'd have plenty of time to cancel those emails. I was wrong. I was wrong about a lot of things.
I'm not looking for sympathy, because I know how badly I screwed up, and I figure the lectures and the yelling and such are well-deserved. I just hope that everyone can maybe forgive me for the numerous mistakes I made, and help me try and do better.
I'm sorry.
I made a lot of mistakes in the past month or so. Everything that Nathan and Angie said in that post on precognition is true. I had no business assuming that my interpretation was the only one. I should have talked about it with someone, with _anyone_, especially Angie.
I'm especially sorry to those of you who had to receive 'good-bye' emails from me. I completely miscalculated and figured if I came back from the blood drive, I'd have plenty of time to cancel those emails. I was wrong. I was wrong about a lot of things.
I'm not looking for sympathy, because I know how badly I screwed up, and I figure the lectures and the yelling and such are well-deserved. I just hope that everyone can maybe forgive me for the numerous mistakes I made, and help me try and do better.
I'm sorry.
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Date: 2004-10-26 02:15 pm (UTC)Re: ...
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Date: 2004-10-26 02:21 pm (UTC)Stop saying how sorry you are and fix the problem.
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Date: 2004-10-26 02:23 pm (UTC)You have a brain, start using it.
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Date: 2004-10-26 02:40 pm (UTC)Re: ...
Date: 2004-10-26 02:42 pm (UTC)I have hot cocoa. Do you want any?
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Date: 2004-10-26 02:48 pm (UTC)Oreos?
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Date: 2004-10-26 02:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-26 03:02 pm (UTC)Don't ever do anything like this again. Please?
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Date: 2004-10-26 06:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-26 06:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-26 08:10 pm (UTC)Now I'm actually awake...
Date: 2004-10-26 09:51 pm (UTC)Remember what I said. Say your sorries, then try to do better. No point wallowing in misery since that achieves absolutely nothing.
And shut the rest of you. I know I'm a hypocrite. ;)
Re: Now I'm actually awake...
Date: 2004-10-26 10:10 pm (UTC)All the cool kids are doing it...
Date: 2004-10-26 11:54 pm (UTC)I'll head down in a bit, give him time to sleep - I remember being shot well enough myself to remember sleep makes it hurt less. :P
Re: All the cool kids are doing it...
Date: 2004-10-27 12:06 am (UTC)Re: All the cool kids are doing it...
Date: 2004-10-27 12:15 am (UTC)Re: All the cool kids are doing it...
Date: 2004-10-27 12:16 am (UTC)Re: All the cool kids are doing it...
Date: 2004-10-27 12:19 am (UTC)Re: All the cool kids are doing it...
Date: 2004-10-27 12:23 am (UTC)Re: All the cool kids are doing it...
Date: 2004-10-27 12:56 am (UTC)Oh fuck, now I'm starting to sound like Monet. Scratch the not being dead thing - kill me now. ;)
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