Okay...

[xp_cypher]

So there's a reason I've been completely scarce on the journal system and email the past week. Some people, who know who they are, put a filter up on my journal and email system after the potion debacle. It malfunctioned, and I managed to get in and fix it. That's all I'm going to say about it.

Anyway, this is fair warning that it'll be difficult to wade through my friendslist backlog and so forth, so if there's something you badly need me to know, best comment it here so I'll see it.

Comments

Re: Greetings from the magic convent

[x-kitten.livejournal.com]

For what it's worth, I'm not mad and never really was - I just wasn't in a state to talk about it with _anyone_. Or at least, anyone without a PhD in psychology or exclusive rights to my heart.

Re: Greetings from the magic convent

[xp_daytripper]

That's... good to know. That you're not mad. I'd get all shirty about people not telling me earlier, but I know I didn't make it easy. I'm building up to an explanation of that, it just ain't that simple.

But it's still good to know. You doing okay?

Re: Greetings from the magic convent

[x-kitten.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I didn't find some way to let you know before this - no good excuse. And yeah, a lot of stuff isn't very simple these days.

And yeah, I'm doing alright these days. Things here at the mansion are so much quieter with everybody (it seems) out on holiday. Kind of reminds me of before everything started going nuts. But it's given me lots of time with Jamie, and lots of time to just sort of generally be, which is great.

[xp_daytripper]

Good. That yer doing all right. The other half of not talking is not knowing if people are okay. I caused enough trouble and its good to know that some of it weren't permanent, even if it wasn't me that fixed it, like I should.

[x-kitten.livejournal.com]

Some times we can't fix all the things we do ourselves, and we have to trust people to help themselves, and to help us as well. Remind me when you get back, and I'll tell you... well, we'll talk. If you want.

[xp_daytripper]

There's that trust word again... *wry grin* Seems like I'm missing an important part of me education with that one.

Talk is good. Gets everything out in the open where at least you can see the harm done. If you still feel that way when I get back, I'll email you.

[x-kitten.livejournal.com]

Yeah, the trust one's an important one, and one I have to work on sometimes myself.

And I think that sounds like a plan. *smile*